sorry in advance for ruining your day...and life.

there is a space between when something really bad happens and when things are hopefully, somewhat normal again.

that space is raw like a burn.

heavy like a boulder.

empty like a crater.

quiet like a hall.

i am very much in that space.


this morning we had to put harry to sleep.

he was in pain from tumors as a result of feline leukemia.

i don't particularly want to discuss things.

but i thought you all should know.

things might be a little quiet around here for a few days.


i miss him real bad.


he was a funny little guy and i loved him very much.