friday things, mostly thoughts....but some things

most of my ideas (brilliant and otherwise) come to me just after i wake up. usually when i wake too early. when i'm just laying there, trying to either get back to sleep or debate whether or not i should just go ahead and get up. i almost never choose the latter. so there i lay and the thoughts (many) wash over me. strangely, i have this similar experience right before i fall asleep at night. however, the thoughts here tend to be terrifying and sad. the morning must literally signify a new day for me and so the thoughts and ideas tend to lend themselves to positivity and excitement. side note- when i say "awake" i mostly mean half awake/half asleep. so the thoughts/ideas can sound brilliant in my drowsy brain but when actually wide awake might seem utterly ridiculous. 

for example: this morning all i wanted was to know how many flavors of la croix there were. like, it just popped into my brain out of nowhere and it excited me to think that there might be a flavor out there waiting for me to try that i might actually love. i think most of them taste like a dirty butthole btw. oh, there are 14 flavors not including the curate and the cola flavored one (puke emoji)

for what it's worth i am really interested in trying the key lime. i actually like the orange which has caused people to unfollow me on instagram. 

and yes, i am that asshole who pronounces it LA KWAH. 


i also kept thinking about that satisfying clicking sound of a fastener fastening. particularly the ones on a car seat strap. the fat plastic kind that tend to be round-ish. you know what i'm talking about? there is something ultimately satisfying about that sound. 

this led me to wonder why i was maybe hallucinating while i was mostly awake. 

this then led me to think i maybe needed to go back on st. john's wort. i find st. john's wort to be great for mild mental illness. so i ordered some. 


in other news:

this brand's bracelets have the look of roxanne assoulin for half the price. 

i really like these glasses. and they are really affordable and come in 3 sizes. 

this planter is really cool. 

a handy seasonal food guide


enjoy your weekend. it's rainy here. like flood level rains. i like it.